what shoud i do??

herm..tension ar ni kan..mummy tatau nk citer kat sape..so at the end kena ar luah kat sni..semlm my sis (auntie yong) called me n asked if is it good for her to join the ante-natal class? (my sis is 7months pregnant of her 1st one) then mummy said, its good to join as they will give u a lots of lesson on delivery, BF n parenthood. though mummy have to admit i didnt attend one since on that particular day of the class itself, mummy was not in KL.

hence i think it would be good for her. i told her that she can learn about BF too. then out of sudden she make silly sound.."oo...yela..time ko dlu kn nangis2 sbb xde susu...huhuhu (die mengajuk how mummy cry)"..mummy tersentap time tu..yes i did cry! i admit...coz dat time mummy so stupid that i didnt know colustrum is enof for my baby raha..despite all the cakap, i did give her FM. dat time sambil nangis2 bancuh gak la FM tu..coz sume pn cakap xsian ke raha tu nangis je sbb xckup susu..haiyoo..if only mummy could turn time back..but i know thats my stupid mistake that i wont do again!! not with my other children in future..sume sebab kekurangan ilmu bout BF..

so berbalik pada citer auntie yong td..mummy dunno wat else nk cakap kat die...mummy siap bagi her my S3 for her to pump when she come back to work later..tp mummy tgk die siap buat ayat, "xde susu nanti top up la with FM dlu"...ayat yg mummy sungguh2 geram..mummy dlu cuba sedaya upaya untuk increase my production..macam2 cuba..tp seems auntie yong has her solution yet before she try..herm..if only she knows how i love her and her little one..that i one only the best for her baby..mummy penah terdetik dalam hati, kalau die risau sangat that her child wont get enof milk sehari dua lahir ke dunia nanti, mummy sanggup jadi ibu susuan for her baby..

semoga Allah membuka pintu hatinya untuk BF her baby..kejamkah mummy if i wish n i hope her baby dont want drink the FM?? huhuhu..but i do wish her baby LOVES BF milk more than other milk...huhuu..

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perihal increment and bonus 2008

mummy so damn frust when mummy got the 'love letter' yesterday!! gosh..rasa nak nangis..RM mmg dh masuk, kalau xsilap tuesday lagi..when mummy see the amount, i was like huh??? what is this??? far away from what is expected!! even far away from what mummy got for 2007..is like tiny miny RM..huhu...though the amount more than haf 10k, i still feel it is small..huhu..adakah mummy tidak bersyukur?? huhu...ya Allah, ampunkan hamba-Mu ini..huhu..tp mummy sgt2 sedih..dah la tu..increment plak ciput..time ni la plak co nak naikkan pangkat mummy..huhu..yes, i do want to get promoted but not like this..they make it as 1 increment where they combine yearly and the promoted..this is soooo not fair...ppl who get promoted b4 me, they got 2times increment..well, i must say its their time and rezeki..i do hope this economic crisis will end soon..coz it is effets most of the industry..yes, mummy syukur sekurang2nye mummy masih punya job..but u know human right? x pernah puas ape yang ade..herm..takpela..mummy terima ni sebagai qada dan qadar mummy..mudah2an ade hikmah disebalik sumenye ni..and mummy doa, mudah2an ni permulaan kepada sesuatu yang lebih baik selepas ni..amin...
kawan2, do pray for me ya! ;)

tumble tots

mummy dah register kan raha for tumble tots class early Jan..plannye since last year lagi..tapi macam2 cuti towards end year tu, mummy rasa better la starts Jan..

so 1st class, alhamdulillah..raha tunjuk ciri2 listen n follow..bagus ar anak mummy ni..tapi cam ala2 show off pun ade gak mummy tengok..hehe..ni confirm ikut perangai mummy...hahha...coz ayah cool je...and the class started at 4.15pm, finished at 5pm..pas class mummy tgk raha cam OVERexcited..huhu...haiyoo..mummy tau la raha seronok..tapi mummy n ayah cam dah nk flat dh...tapi bateri raha takde tanda2 nak out of service pun! huhu..jenuh oo mummy nak tunggu raha tido malam tu sampai mummy sempat bertukar jadi Alex the Lion jap...baru la raha nak tido..hehhehee...

but seriously, it was d#*n tired!! keje raha sana sini..huhu..agak2 leh x mummy kurus pasni? hehheehe...

raha and food..

lamanye mummy x write lam blog ni..huhu..sebenarnye mummy nak sgt2 tulis..tp sangat2 la malas. tp semlm mummy dh WAJIBkan diri mummy utk menulis lam blog ni..hehee..WAJIB tak tahan tu...

macam biasa..anak dara mummy sedang membesar ngan jayanye..tok abah, gemma sume pn cakap badan raha dah naik..esp kalau raha pakai baju sleveless la kan..hehe..debab2 dah tangan2 sume..tak sia2 la mummy dok bising kat raha hari2..hehe..susu pn alhamdulillah..mmg mummy admit raha la anak mummy yg xska ebm..ska susu fresh2..even susu fresh pn raha xde la minum byk sgt..tp raha lebih ska buat reverse cycle..alhamdulillah, mummy masih boleh buat stock ebm for raha lagi..tp mummy leh agak la ebm tu akan terbuang begitu saje..huhuhu..coz kalau yg frozen tu ade la lam 1-2oz je raha nk minum..eiii..anak mummy ni pandai sungguh..

n makan xyah cakap la..favourite food ikan bilis+kentang+brocoli..tu paling suka la tu..kalau mummy masak pelik2 sikit i.e salmon, ayam, daging, raha makan la juga. tp amoun sungguh sikit..so skang ni mummy dalam dilemma..takkan la hari2 mummy nk masak ikan bilis je la..mummy yg masak ni pun bosan. so mummy wonder la if raha bosan..tapi mummy tengok raha x bosan pun..huhu..raha2..best sangat ke ikan bilis tu sayang? hehe..ikan bilis goreng memang la mummy ska..hehehe...tapi yang buat mummy muskil tu kalau mummy yang suap, waaa laju je raha makan ikan, ayam or daging tu..tapi kalau mummy hantar kat mak (ni gelaran babysitter raha, even mummy x setuju ngan panggilan ni..mummy meredhakan dalam keterpaksaan), raha makan ciput sangat..anak mummy memang memilih ye..ke raha takut muka mummy yang ala2 Alex the Lion bila mengamuk? tu yang raha makan gak tu..hehehe...

xpela sayang..mummy slow2 akan buat menu yang best2 kat raha..even raha takmo or tak ska makan pun..coz mummy rasa ikan bilis je not enof for u darling..coz i always want the best for u!

dancing queen!!

hahaa...raha has become the next dancing queen!!! hehehe...she loves to dance nowadays...mummy realized since last friday..it was nasyid on the Astro Oasis and she moved the body!!wakakaa...mummy tak tahan betol la ngan raha ni..move her body forward and back..hehe...tok abah and gemma ketawa pecah perut..hehee..skang ni any song at Disney Channel tu, she will starts to move her body..i like to move it, move it!! hehehhe...tomei la anak mummy ni..nnt mummy try videokan aksi anak dara mummy tu..ayah dah geleng pala..tapi ayah tak tau..masa preggy mengandungkan raha dulu, mummy suka berangan dancing with my baby! hehehe..amik ko! skang ni ur baby LOVES to dance..but i really think its a good move..apa salah nye..this is exercise gak pe..wakakakaa...raha, raha..ade je idea nak buat mummy and ayah ketawa..u are such adorable, my sunshine!!

doa selamat aunty yong

last week tok abah n gemma held a doa selamat for aunty yong..n mummy planned at 1st was to order the cupcakes or cakes for aunty yong..tapi gemma la, beria tak bagi, cakap nanti takde orang makan la ape la..huhu..so mummy was thinking, ape nak buat ek..terasa nak bagi something or buat sesuatu for aunty yong. so what mummy did?? volunter to cook! hahha..seriouly, even ayah pun tot mummy cam main2..hehehe...mummy told tok abah n gemma, mummy gonna cook sambal petai udang..sounds deliciuos huh? hehee...so last friday, pas anta raha kat rumah bbsitter, mummy n ayah go to pasar..bli udang n rencah2 yang lain..punya la excited nak jadi makcik ni kn! :)

balik rumah pas keje friday tu, n pas bf raha n she was sleeping that time, mummy pun startla keje mengopek2 udang..5kilo tu masak..sorang2 plak buat keje..huhu..padan muka! tu la die..padahal gemma dah catering lauk sume2, sibuk gak die nak masak..amik ko! hehhee

so malam tu mummy dh siap kopek bawang, petai n udang sume pn dh siap..tp ni sejap2 cuci tangan sbb raha nangis nk susu in between nk siapkan keje2 tu sume..:)
by 10pm, mummy dh surrender..gile letih..huhuhu...mummy cakap kat ayah, sok pagi2 jela mummy sambung..

pagi soknye, kul 5.30 mummy dh bangun..potong cili kering plak n rebus..raha skang ni pantang mummy bangun pagi, die pun sibuk nak bangun gak...so raha dok kat dapur in her walker sambil mummy sibuk2 lagi...ni lom masak lagi...:) then aunty yong call cakap nak mai n tolong masak..waaa..best2!! hehehe..mummy memang need a help..hahha...

berbekalkan kuali maxim yang ayah blikan utk mummy, mummy kena masak 2 kali since udang byk..5 kilo ye, diulangi 5 KILO! hahhhaaa...dah la 1st time masak untuk kenduri..maksud mummy sorang2 la..takat tolong2 gemma dlu ade la..ni sume on my own...

lucky turn out sambal petai udang mummy laku..hahha..mummy dh cuak..doa banyak2 janganla ade yang sakit perut ke kn..risau tu..huhu..alhamdulillah n majlis pun berjalan lancar...ramai yang datang sampai kat hujung2 tu lauk tinggal sikit2 je..kena la bli kat kedai top up skit2...herm..rmai sungguh orang datang...sume mendoakan aunty yong selamat mengharungi 9bln 10 hari yang mendatang..amin...

n mummy--> xsabar nk jumpe 'asyraf'' kami..hahha..sorry aunty yong..mummy tau aunty yong xska nama asyraf tu, tapi mummy ska sakat aunty yong since aunty yong lately ska makan makanan mamak! hahhaaa...so ape lagi...asyraf la!! but i always imagine asyraf sinclair..wow! handsomenye kalau betul anak sedara mummy camtu..baru la leh saing ngan anak dara mummy yang sorang tu! wakakaaka...mummy, pleaaaaassssseeeeee!!!! ;)