herm..tension ar ni kan..mummy tatau nk citer kat sape..so at the end kena ar luah kat sni..semlm my sis (auntie yong) called me n asked if is it good for her to join the ante-natal class? (my sis is 7months pregnant of her 1st one) then mummy said, its good to join as they will give u a lots of lesson on delivery, BF n parenthood. though mummy have to admit i didnt attend one since on that particular day of the class itself, mummy was not in KL.
hence i think it would be good for her. i told her that she can learn about BF too. then out of sudden she make silly sound.."oo...yela..time ko dlu kn nangis2 sbb xde susu...huhuhu (die mengajuk how mummy cry)"..mummy tersentap time tu..yes i did cry! i admit...coz dat time mummy so stupid that i didnt know colustrum is enof for my baby raha..despite all the cakap, i did give her FM. dat time sambil nangis2 bancuh gak la FM tu..coz sume pn cakap xsian ke raha tu nangis je sbb xckup susu..haiyoo..if only mummy could turn time back..but i know thats my stupid mistake that i wont do again!! not with my other children in future..sume sebab kekurangan ilmu bout BF..
so berbalik pada citer auntie yong td..mummy dunno wat else nk cakap kat die...mummy siap bagi her my S3 for her to pump when she come back to work later..tp mummy tgk die siap buat ayat, "xde susu nanti top up la with FM dlu"...ayat yg mummy sungguh2 geram..mummy dlu cuba sedaya upaya untuk increase my production..macam2 cuba..tp seems auntie yong has her solution yet before she try..herm..if only she knows how i love her and her little one..that i one only the best for her baby..mummy penah terdetik dalam hati, kalau die risau sangat that her child wont get enof milk sehari dua lahir ke dunia nanti, mummy sanggup jadi ibu susuan for her baby..
semoga Allah membuka pintu hatinya untuk BF her baby..kejamkah mummy if i wish n i hope her baby dont want drink the FM?? huhuhu..but i do wish her baby LOVES BF milk more than other milk...huhuu..
lega skit rasa hati ni....
Maxbet388
5 years ago
