raha..

skang aku dh pandai buat bubur for raha..hahha..could i say it's an achievement?? hehehe..watever...la ni alhamdulillah, die dh mau makan..even 5-7spoon je daily..(baby spoon tu la)..

last nite, we went for her 5mons check up. alhamdulillah, her weight increase..though i tot its gonna be huge increase as everytime i hold her, rsa berat semacam..rasa anak mummy dh gedebab sgt2..tapi bila timbang semlm, mata mummy mcm nk terjojol keluar..6.2kg je?? huhuhu..mummy budget dh 7kilos ar..hhuhu...alhamdulillah, bila check wit the graf doc said she's at the average line..herm...betul2 raha copy ayah ye? cubala ikut badan mummy skit..comel je! hahahha

semlm inject pun xnangis..aku rsa bab2 ni raha ikut aku..dok 'ek, ek' pastu dh ok..we took the rotavirus as well since she stayed with the bs, sometimes gerun bila pk mcm2 penyakit la ni..even kat bs die skang, left only other 2kids and her..tapi kita cuma leh usaha, selebihnye berserah pada Allah..mahalnye ubat tu masyaAllah, tp xpela..utk anak tersayang..;)

ckp psl ubat, her next rotavirus will be next month..doc suruh cepat2 b4 she turns 6mons old..n mummy syukur sgt2, her paed is soo supportive on BF..she even insist me to cont as long as i can..i.Allah, mummy dh niat msa mengandungkan raha dlu nk BF rasa sampai umur raha 2thn.even byk tentangan mummy dapat..dari dalam n luar..dugaannye lagi...kadang2 mummy rsa tak terdaya..tapi mummy kuatkan semangat mummy..tambah plak skang ni, alhamdulillah, kalau pum mmg leh buat stock for raha..alhamdulillah, syukurnya aku pada-Mu Ya Allah atas rezeki yg Kau berikan pada anakku...

skang ni mummy excited nk buat puree balik for raha..tapi lam hati always was2..takut raha xmo...her paed asked me to just maintain with the rice..until nx month, then only gradually increase in her meal..herm..mummy xsabar sgt kot nk tgk anak mummy makan..huhuhuu...

last nite, we went to see her 'Mok' (panggilan nenek di kelantan)..Mok die punyala excited nk jumpa raha (even raha cucu yg ke 24)..hehee...tapi bila Mok pegang, xlama pastu raha buat muka cebik die..hehhe..she was sooo cute in that look! nanti one day, im gonna took her pic on her 'cebik' look. hhahhhaa...terus ayah bawak kat mummy..herm..anak mummy ni memang la manja..ngan gemma n tok abah die (my parents) n my sisters je yg die nak..lain2 tu mmg payah la..since tu jela muka2 yg die selalu tgk..

pastu pagi tadi ayah buat2 ayat..'alaaa..raha tu nak kat u sbb tu je (ayah tunjuk kat B mummy), sumber tenaga die'..n i laugh like hell. hehhehee....ayah tu jeles raha..tgk bonding raha ngan mummy..hehehe..ayah, dont be jealous ok? i love u more than i love raha..herm..sure ke mummy? heehhee...alaaa..ok2..same je berat mummy sayang ayah ngan raha...hehehehe....

raha 1st solid food

for the past 2weeks, i'd been trying to make my raha 1st solid food. tried with banana puree, just lenyek2 and mix wit my BM, she rejected them...siap buat muka 'eeeiii...what is this..eeeeiiiiuuuu!!' hahha..then i tried with an apple puree..exactly the same face i get from her. huhuuhu...

saturday nite, my instict says that i should try with some plain rice porridge..semangat dok masak..pagi2 semlm blend the porridge so that it become softer..baca selawat, then to my surprise...wallaaaa!!! she ate like she never ate before!!! (of coz she never ate before, ape la mummy ni???) heehhee...mcm kebuloq pn ade gak. hahahha....what a shame...anak aku rupenyee org kampong!! hahaha..all this while i've been trying with fruit puree but she likes nasi more than ever..huhuu...

pagi tadi aku dh bangun, tp masak porridge tu xlma sgt..so end up msa blend xcantik cam semlm..ade butir2 skit...sampai ofc td ni terus cari website on how to make better porridge for baby..aku jumpe satu web ni..suruh blend dlu beras tu..so lam 10-15mins porridge pn dh masak..best! malam ni nk p bli brown rice pastu nak blend n nk kasi my raha makan..hope she'll love them!! ;)

this gonna be my next new hobby; trying and preparing raha's food!!! ;)

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sakit hati..

aku mmg pantang kalau kawan tikam kawan sendri..bg aku, a fren is someone that we can trust n rely on. tp bila trust tu diperkotak-katikkan aku memang bengang. ngat aku senang2 nk kawan ngan org ke. aku mmg memilih kawan. org tgk aku senang nk senyum tapi org xtau xsume org leh masuk ngan aku. sbb aku mmg cari yg sekepala je.

n bila kawan tu sendri xamik penting pasal aku, anak aku, fmly aku, aku mmg terasa. coz aku willing nk share susah senang nk depa. tp bila jd mcmni, sume blah mcmtu je. mcmni ke kawan? aku ingat lagi, msa mengandungkan raha dlu, aku melawat abis kawan2 yg dh bersalin..(tapi sbb aku rajin sgt melawat org time mengandung dlu, aku notice raha mmg sgt ramah ngan org2 keliling die, even org tu die xkenal..kusut anak aku yg sorang ni) n kebetulan plak pas aku bersalinkan raha, kawan2 ni sume lom abis pantang. xpela..aku budget bila depa dh abis pantang nnt n bila2 dh blk KL, leh mai tgk aku n anak aku..tp sorang pn xmai...huuuuiii..darah mmg menyirapla kan...

tapi nasib pastu depa pandai amik hati aku balik..mai gak la tgk anak aku, even time tu die dh 3bln! :(

ngan sorang hamba Allah ni aku mmg xpaham nape at 1st place die buat aku mcmni..msa tu aku mengandungkan raha..die email bgtau she's going for interview, consultant co..pastu beria la mtk tlg aku. aku ni sbb pk kawan, mmg aku ikhlas tolong die..xpernah mengungkit aku tolong die..tp xlma pastu a fren of mine bgtau yg actually hamba Allah tu is moving to my co.i was like, huh???? all this while bila aku tnya die ckp, kat area KL, small co...sedihnye bila kawan sendri buat mcmtu..mentang2 la HR tu rapat ngan die since HR tu from her co dlu, bende nk mai interview co aku pn xbgtau. mmgla aku ni xeffect ape2 kat die..sape la aku..stakat junior exec je..tapi at least respect me as a fren!

pastu buat2 ayat HR tu xkasi bgtau la, etc..huhuu...rubbish!! at the end, ppl will know..ngat dak2 ofc aku ni ape..mulut sume leh tahan, bab2 korek ni mmg depa terror. last2 skang ppl dh tau yg she's actually close ngan HR tu..so bg aku, baik mna pn aku kat HR, kawan is kawan..alasan yg aku dgr dr kawan2 aku ialah, die nk tolong kawan2 kami yg lain since die ade connection yg baik ngan HR..means aku xtolong kawan la all this while?? bila aku email tnya ade sape nk join dolu2, sorang pn xinterested..maklumla msa tu co aku kecik lagi..la ni bila aku xtau yg actually ade vacancy kat co aku, aku plak yg depa salahkan..xkan la aku tiap2 hari nk g tnya kat HR tu ade vacancy x...hello??? ngat aku xde keje lain nk buat??

padahal die sendri yg beria ckp ngan aku n kawan (tru email), aku ingat lagi kata2 die lam email pd kami dlu2 'malas nk keje ngan org dh..nk bukak business sendri'..ni kata2 die bila die join satu MLN ni..pastu buat2 ayat riak ngan aku n hubby (msa tu bf aku) 'next year, we all plan nk pkai mercedez'...i was like??? helloo??? kalau bussiness ko tu bagus sgt, what the hell are u doing in my co now???? pastu aku xnampak plak merce ko tu, yg aku tgk myvi sama mcm hubby aku pkai...daaaaa...nasib la mak aku xkasi aku join MLN die bila die beria ajak join dlu...kalau x ape la nasib aku skang ni...

aku bkn nk kutuk, tp bila pk2 balik, aku n hubby yg kerje guna 4 kerat tulang ni, alhamdulillah boleh bli umah sendri, keta sendri..tapi die aku tgk masih menyewa lagi. bukan niat nak pandang rendah tapi bila kenang2 balik ayat riak die, aku panas hati...tu sebab masing2 pn confuse y on earth, she is still working until now?? aku ni kalau jahat, dh lama aku sound die, dlu beria xmo keje la, nk berhenti la, xlarat nk makan gaji la...

pleassse la..ngan ekonomi malaysia yg xtentu hala ni, mmg kita kena kerje ngan org. unless u tu mmg org kaya. then ur fmly bussiness will do. tapi utk org2 biasa mcm aku ni, kerja la selagi terdaya..

herm...penat bila pk2 kerenah kawan2 ni..ape2 pn, biar masa tentukan samada aku akan be-fren balik ngan hamba Allah tu atau pn tak...

my 1st very own post

salam..

this is my 1st and very own post..huhu...asik baca ppl's blog..memula cam malas...but..its all started when a close fren of mine kinda malas nak dengar ceritera i n sume2..i guess..huhu..agaknye dh bosan dengar i ulang2 cerita prob yg sama. so she's the one who come out with an idea asking me to create a blog!

herm...what actually happen today sampai i tergerak hati nk buat this blog?? very simple..i nk luah all my prob in here...coz i xsure ppl out there are realy sincere when they listen to u..well, i got confuse myself...until now! but of coz my dear hubby will always listen to me..though he sometimes said 'huh', 'okay','good'...the single word whilst i keep grumbling to him. hehe..yang, you are such adorable!! hehee..ooppss...this is not a romantica blog! hahhaa..but it could be..sometime! ;)

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