dancing queen!!

hahaa...raha has become the next dancing queen!!! hehehe...she loves to dance nowadays...mummy realized since last friday..it was nasyid on the Astro Oasis and she moved the body!!wakakaa...mummy tak tahan betol la ngan raha ni..move her body forward and back..hehe...tok abah and gemma ketawa pecah perut..hehee..skang ni any song at Disney Channel tu, she will starts to move her body..i like to move it, move it!! hehehhe...tomei la anak mummy ni..nnt mummy try videokan aksi anak dara mummy tu..ayah dah geleng pala..tapi ayah tak tau..masa preggy mengandungkan raha dulu, mummy suka berangan dancing with my baby! hehehe..amik ko! skang ni ur baby LOVES to dance..but i really think its a good move..apa salah nye..this is exercise gak pe..wakakakaa...raha, raha..ade je idea nak buat mummy and ayah ketawa..u are such adorable, my sunshine!!

doa selamat aunty yong

last week tok abah n gemma held a doa selamat for aunty yong..n mummy planned at 1st was to order the cupcakes or cakes for aunty yong..tapi gemma la, beria tak bagi, cakap nanti takde orang makan la ape la..huhu..so mummy was thinking, ape nak buat ek..terasa nak bagi something or buat sesuatu for aunty yong. so what mummy did?? volunter to cook! hahha..seriouly, even ayah pun tot mummy cam main2..hehehe...mummy told tok abah n gemma, mummy gonna cook sambal petai udang..sounds deliciuos huh? hehee...so last friday, pas anta raha kat rumah bbsitter, mummy n ayah go to pasar..bli udang n rencah2 yang lain..punya la excited nak jadi makcik ni kn! :)

balik rumah pas keje friday tu, n pas bf raha n she was sleeping that time, mummy pun startla keje mengopek2 udang..5kilo tu masak..sorang2 plak buat keje..huhu..padan muka! tu la die..padahal gemma dah catering lauk sume2, sibuk gak die nak masak..amik ko! hehhee

so malam tu mummy dh siap kopek bawang, petai n udang sume pn dh siap..tp ni sejap2 cuci tangan sbb raha nangis nk susu in between nk siapkan keje2 tu sume..:)
by 10pm, mummy dh surrender..gile letih..huhuhu...mummy cakap kat ayah, sok pagi2 jela mummy sambung..

pagi soknye, kul 5.30 mummy dh bangun..potong cili kering plak n rebus..raha skang ni pantang mummy bangun pagi, die pun sibuk nak bangun gak...so raha dok kat dapur in her walker sambil mummy sibuk2 lagi...ni lom masak lagi...:) then aunty yong call cakap nak mai n tolong masak..waaa..best2!! hehehe..mummy memang need a help..hahha...

berbekalkan kuali maxim yang ayah blikan utk mummy, mummy kena masak 2 kali since udang byk..5 kilo ye, diulangi 5 KILO! hahhhaaa...dah la 1st time masak untuk kenduri..maksud mummy sorang2 la..takat tolong2 gemma dlu ade la..ni sume on my own...

lucky turn out sambal petai udang mummy laku..hahha..mummy dh cuak..doa banyak2 janganla ade yang sakit perut ke kn..risau tu..huhu..alhamdulillah n majlis pun berjalan lancar...ramai yang datang sampai kat hujung2 tu lauk tinggal sikit2 je..kena la bli kat kedai top up skit2...herm..rmai sungguh orang datang...sume mendoakan aunty yong selamat mengharungi 9bln 10 hari yang mendatang..amin...

n mummy--> xsabar nk jumpe 'asyraf'' kami..hahha..sorry aunty yong..mummy tau aunty yong xska nama asyraf tu, tapi mummy ska sakat aunty yong since aunty yong lately ska makan makanan mamak! hahhaaa...so ape lagi...asyraf la!! but i always imagine asyraf sinclair..wow! handsomenye kalau betul anak sedara mummy camtu..baru la leh saing ngan anak dara mummy yang sorang tu! wakakaaka...mummy, pleaaaaassssseeeeee!!!! ;)

latest me n raha

gosh..mummy sgt bosan now..since no work (herm..should i say no work or light work?? hehe..pe2 jela...tapi mmg tgh free pun skang ni!) mummy baru terpanggil nk upload blog. hehe..selalu tu tgk2 je..too lazy too type..byk sgt bende happen this few weeks..

update on my dear raha - raha can sit! :)

and since yesterday she's trying to stand on her own..wow!! that's amazing darling..keep up the good work! hehe..dok asik angkat butt n tertonggeng2...hehe...tok abah n gemma dah cuak. takut berdebub jatuh naya je..hehe..tapi kids...knowing them, exploring things is the best for them! and mummy like you to explore. find what it is, how it works bla, bla bla..tapi jangan sampai berlebam sna sni ye sayang..:)

my lovely raha will turn 8months nx week..gosh!! time really flies..and mummy always feel that i dont get enof time to coupe with u darling..comparing other mom n me, i always feel that i didnt give the best to u..but how u define 'BEST'?? is it by providing a good life, a good edu, pocket full of RM is the best?? and mummy knows my limitation..that is i tend to get down very easily..huh! n thats the reason y i dont intend to compare u with other kids..as i dont want to feel down..n i want u to take your own time to grow as a briliant n noble princess of mine! but 1 thing that i'm proud of is i am still BF my raha..my milk is still the BEST for her! thats what i know..and mummy will try to fulfill the 2years darling. then we'll figure out how ya! :) since mummy's plan to start my 2nd 'project' by the time. hahaha...but this is mummy's plan...well, mummy already took the precaution by using IUCD..haha...cakap pasal ni, tot its gonna be hurt! hehe...but ok la..cam kena gigit semut je...herm...tapi semut mana ade gigit kat 'tpt' tu..haha..ape2 jela mummy..but seriously, of coz beranak lagi sakit la kn..

syawal story

tahun ni giliran balik kampung ayah..mummy rasa menyesal plak raya ngan gemma n tok abah last year..kalau tak, sure happy raya this year ngan gemma n tok abah with my darling raha! huhu..pagi raya bila mummy call gemma n tok abah mummy nangis...sebelum balik tu mummy nangis dah..uwaaaaaa..sedihnye..1st time pagi raya pertama tak beraya ngan mak abah sendri...huhu...terasa jauh sangat...uwaaaaaaaaaaa....sedih banget!

raya di KB tak la seseronok yang disangka..haha..biasala kn..sebab bila mind tu dah set tak best, memang tak best la jadinye..hehee....KB jam..nk jalan raya pun jadi tak best...yang buat tak tahan tu, nak g umah pakcik ayah yang kalau hari2 biasa lam 10-15min, jadi almost 1 hour...uwaaaa..raha lam keta biasa la..bukan boleh lelma..cepat bosan..mummy dh xtau nk main ape lagi ngan raha..huhu..kusut2..nasib msa balik hr tu kul 4am..raha tido lena gile..bangun plak time tu dh dkt smpi..tp tu pun buat perangai gak..biasa la..dak2 yang tak biasa balik jauhkan?

malam raya...
msa kat sna plak...memula sampai raha stunt! hehe..bkn sbb pe..sbb cousin2 rmai sgt..hahaha..yela..kat umah gemma n tok abah, plg2 rmai pun ngan auntie yong+uncle long+auntie namie..kehkehkeh..amik setengah hari gak la raha nk adjust herself...tapi sejak balik KB ni, timing tido raha cam lari skit..selalu bln pose, kul 8-8.30pm mummy dah angkut raha naik atas tido..tapi since dh habit raha, kena golek2 dlu atas katil baru leh tido..so by 9 dh lelap...mummy pun tumpang sekaki..hehe..tapi masa raya tu raha tido kul10+..uwaaa..mummy plak cam nak pengsan..puas dh pujuk..kusut..dok gosok mata nk tido tapi dok gagahkan lagi...eeeiii..geramnye mummy..ska buli mummy ye! malam pertama, dengan kepayahan raha tido gak..

raya pertama...
malam kedua...horror....raha tak tido2 even dah kul 10+..mummy dah pening kepala..dok pk mesti raha tak tahan panas. tapi umah mok memang panas since petang tu hujan..huuhu..kipas dah buka sampai 5 pun, raha dok rengek2 lagi..mummy putus harapan...ape idea ek??tetba terpikir..ajak ayah masuk keta, bukak aircond...tak sampai 10min, raha tido sambil nyusu ngan mummy...uwaaa....malunye mummy....sume pun mesti kata raha ngada2...tapi nak buat camno..dh ajar sangat anak tu tido lam aircond! :( amik la ubat skang ni kn???

raya kedua....
malam ketiga...mok buat kenduri for moksu yang tgh preggy 3months and poksu yang dapat offer jadi pegawai syariah..alhamdulillah...tapi sebab ramai sangat orang, raha buat hal skit..asik muak je..mummy tak sure sebab ape..tapi mummy agak sebab air yang mummy minum siang tu..huhuuu....pastu bermula la episod tido lam keta gak untuk sekian kalinye....mummy dah nekad..tak leh jadinye..pasni kena ajar skit panas2..tapi tak leh cakap gak..masa mummy mengandungkan raha, mummy cukup pantang ngan panas...serba tak kena mummy dibuatnye...macam ala2 puteri lilin rasa..mana tak nye..tido malam ngan 2 kipas (masa tu aircond lom ade lagi)..erm...ntahla...kisah raha balik raya ;)

hari jumaat, raya ke-3....
balik sini, kami terlewat keluar hari jumaat tu...kat gua musang, keta dah banyak...berderet la..esp kalau belakang kereta yang bawak 60km/j..ayoooo!! kul bape nak sampai kalau bawak 60 pakcik??? huhuhu...selepas ayah penat, mummy plak yang take over...tapi sekejap sangat..raha tu bukan boleh tengok mummy die buat keje lain..huhu..tu la kot penangan susuibu..asik berkepit je...kdg2 tu air mata tak kuar pun time nangis, bunyik je lbh..huhu

hari sabtu, raya ke-4...
pagi2 kami ke umah gemma..tapi semalam lagi bila gemma sampai je, terus singgah umah kami..rindu sangat kat cucu yang satu ni agaknye..hehe..tunggu la raha tahun depan..sure gemma n tok abah tak manjakan lagi macam sekarang ni..hehe...

pas breakfast kat umah gemma, mummy tolong2 potong sayur+ayam..gemma plan nk masak2 since uncle fredo n kwn2 nak mai meraya..alaaaa..alasan la uncle fredo tu kn? sure nak jumpe auntie namie nye..rindu la tu..huhu...

tapi by 11am, mummy bagitau gemma, mummy nak balik since raha tak mandi lagi..gemma said ok..sampai umah, baik naik raha n mummy letakkan raha betul2 di tengah2 katil..and i never tot that its gonna be my very BIG mistake!! mummy siap pesan kat raha, "play nice..mummy just go to get your sock at next room ya!"..lam tak sampai 1min, tengah2 mummy dok cari sock raha tu, tetba mummy dengar 'gedebuk!'..hati mummy berdebar2!! mummy terus jerit raha!!!!

betul tekaan mummy..raha jatuh katil..lucky katil tak tinngi mana..ade la lam sekaki..n posisi raha masa jatuh is meniarap..and mummy dah menagis meraung2...mummy tgk raha diam lagi..agaknye still shock...tapi bila tgk mummy nangis cam hape je, raha pun ikut nangis skali..uwaaaaa.....hidung raha berbekas, bibir bengkak...mummy jerit panggil ayah...ayah cepat2 naik...mummy tak tau nak buat ape dah..blank! terus amik phone call gemma...gemma dengar raha jatuh, terus lemah lutut nak pengsan..huhuuh...

teruk mummy kena marah ngan gemma..siap cakap kalau tak leh jaga raha, leh gemma jaga..uwaaaaa...bukan macam tu...mummy tak budget pun raha nak roll and roll and gedebuk jatuh..kalau la mummy tau raha dak start lasak macam tu, sure mummy dah letak tilam/ tot kat lantai tu...nasib la hidung raha xpatah....uwaaaaa..nyesal mummy sampai sekarang ni...nape mummy so careless sampai leh tinggalkan raha macam tu skali??? lepas gemma demah hidung n mulut raha, bengkak nampak surut..alhamdulillah....lesson learn....tak buleh tinggalkan raha sorang2 atas katil..skang ni if mummy do that, mummy always make sure that raha will surronded by hard pillow..huhu...

raha...u grow so fast that mummy always tend to forget that u are no more 1 months old..huhuhu....time flies...

Ramadhan story

herm..lma nye mummy tak blog..rindu sgt..mummy nk sgt tapi asik malas je. mcm xde mood pun ye gak la. :( tak tau nape bln puasa mummy langsung xde semangat nk tulis blog..kdang2 buka saje. huhu..

this year is my very 1st year fasting as a BF mother..huhu..mencabar sungguh! mummy siap ckp ngan ayah, i do hope i can tahan..tapi since period mummy dah mai sejak lepas abis pantang, mummy tau, puasa mummy takkan penuh tahun ni..huhu..memang tepat dugaan mummy..6 hari mummy tinggal sebab period..tapi yg sedih total tinggal pose 10 hari..lgi 4 hari tu sbb xlarat BF+demam+travelling :( sedihnye..byk betul nak kena ganti..mummy is soooo manja! no wonder la raha pun ikut jejak langkah mummy..huhu

banyak cakap2 yang mummy dengar kata puasa susu drop..mummy dh sgt cuak..dah la everyday pun pam lam 14-16oz..kalau drop camne ngan raha? cukup ke susu yg mummy ade lam fridge skang ni? huhu..punya la risau sampai mummy bought a used electric breast pump (actually not really used since my fren only used them not even more than a week)..konon2 nak tambah stock in case emergency n susu betul2 drop...

tapi alhamdulillah..susu mummy xpenah drop, meningkat lagi ade! syukur sgt2 pada pemberian Allah yang satu ni..kadang2 mummy pam susu sambil nangis..sebab tak sangka..huhu...punyala mummy happy...jadinye ni sume pengalaman untuk mummy..dont ever trust what people say unless u experience them before.. lesson learn! so now my electric pump dok elok kat umah lam cabinet. huhu..what a waste! :( lucky mummy just bought them for only a rm100! herm..was thinking to make them as a gift for my elder sis yg tengah preggy skang ni..hehe...alaaaa..daripada tak pakai kan? baikla bagi je..

alhamdulillah...raha turn 6months on 21 ramadhan (kalau ikut bulan islam la)...kalau normal calendar, on 29..and all this while, mummy syukur sangat2..Allah kurniakan rezeki yang tak pernah putus pada raha, alhamdulillah...Allahuakbar! ya..sesungguhnya Allah Maha Besar..tapi semua ni pun berbalik pada usaha kita sendiri sebagai hamba-Nya..and i know, this 6months has been a very long and hard for mummy..mummy perlukan kekuatan yang benar2 kuat dr dalam diri mummy and juga dugaan dari luar sepanjang BF raha..mummy kena pekakkan telinga ngan orang keliling yang always underestimate peopel who are BF. dont the know that human milk is the BEST milk for baby??? what a shame...

even keluarga mummy and biras2 n ipar2 mummy menolak BF..alhamdulillah berkat doa and 'pekakkan telinga' mummy ngan kata2 mereka, mummy mampu BF sampai sekarang..sesuatu yang mummy amat banggakan...and alhamdulillah, tok abah, gemma and seluruh ah li keluarga mummy yang lain sekarang ni amat membantu lam BF..syukur ya Allah!

terlalu banyak berita gembira ramadhan kali ini...siapa sangka, auntie yong preggy! alhamdulillah..syukur sgt2...pernah suatu pagi masa mummy tengah pam susu di surau ofc, and tetba hati mummy terdetik pasal auntie yong, cepat2 mummy berdoa, semoga Allah berikan rezeki yang satu itu padanya..life auntie yong dah cukup complete..ade rumah sendiri, kereta, kewangan yang stabil..tapi auntie yong belom ade rezeki Allah yang cukup menggembirakan itu, 'Anak'..berita yang mummy terima masa auntie yong telefon pagi 20 Nov itu betul2 buatkan air mata mummy gugur..auntie yong is 6weeks preggy!! ya Allah..hampir 3 tahun auntie yong tunggu...even masa auntie yong tau mummy preggy, auntie yong sedih..siapa yang tak sedih..adik sendri yang kahwin kemudian sudah berisi..even bila adik ipar auntie yong mengandung pun auntie yong sedih..tapi kami selalu kuatkan semangat auntie yong..tu sebab auntie yong selalu manjakan raha..buy all the branded stuff for her..macam2..dari baju, kasut..sume la...tapi sume pun manjakan raha ape..huhuh..tapi on mummy's side la..belah ayah, raha tu dah yang ke -24..dah x heran dah mok tu..haha...ampun ma, bukan nak mengata..tapi hakikatnye..hehe...

then my co move from our own place to menara ambank since dh kena beli ngan GL ni kn..huhu..sedih...i miss my old ofc...but i guess u will only appreciate the old one once u get the new one..huhu...pindah masa bulan puasa..dugaan tak banyak sangat..since kami just pack barang into boxes, org tu angkut mai sni and unpack barang2..herm..kemas pun dah tak banyak since banyak dah let go masa nak pack dlu. hehe..

mummy doa sgt2, cepat2 la mummy masuk balik project...doa mummy xputus2 masa ramadhan...semoga Allah perkenankan doa mummy yang satu ni..i.Allah, amin...

raha..

skang aku dh pandai buat bubur for raha..hahha..could i say it's an achievement?? hehehe..watever...la ni alhamdulillah, die dh mau makan..even 5-7spoon je daily..(baby spoon tu la)..

last nite, we went for her 5mons check up. alhamdulillah, her weight increase..though i tot its gonna be huge increase as everytime i hold her, rsa berat semacam..rasa anak mummy dh gedebab sgt2..tapi bila timbang semlm, mata mummy mcm nk terjojol keluar..6.2kg je?? huhuhu..mummy budget dh 7kilos ar..hhuhu...alhamdulillah, bila check wit the graf doc said she's at the average line..herm...betul2 raha copy ayah ye? cubala ikut badan mummy skit..comel je! hahahha

semlm inject pun xnangis..aku rsa bab2 ni raha ikut aku..dok 'ek, ek' pastu dh ok..we took the rotavirus as well since she stayed with the bs, sometimes gerun bila pk mcm2 penyakit la ni..even kat bs die skang, left only other 2kids and her..tapi kita cuma leh usaha, selebihnye berserah pada Allah..mahalnye ubat tu masyaAllah, tp xpela..utk anak tersayang..;)

ckp psl ubat, her next rotavirus will be next month..doc suruh cepat2 b4 she turns 6mons old..n mummy syukur sgt2, her paed is soo supportive on BF..she even insist me to cont as long as i can..i.Allah, mummy dh niat msa mengandungkan raha dlu nk BF rasa sampai umur raha 2thn.even byk tentangan mummy dapat..dari dalam n luar..dugaannye lagi...kadang2 mummy rsa tak terdaya..tapi mummy kuatkan semangat mummy..tambah plak skang ni, alhamdulillah, kalau pum mmg leh buat stock for raha..alhamdulillah, syukurnya aku pada-Mu Ya Allah atas rezeki yg Kau berikan pada anakku...

skang ni mummy excited nk buat puree balik for raha..tapi lam hati always was2..takut raha xmo...her paed asked me to just maintain with the rice..until nx month, then only gradually increase in her meal..herm..mummy xsabar sgt kot nk tgk anak mummy makan..huhuhuu...

last nite, we went to see her 'Mok' (panggilan nenek di kelantan)..Mok die punyala excited nk jumpa raha (even raha cucu yg ke 24)..hehee...tapi bila Mok pegang, xlama pastu raha buat muka cebik die..hehhe..she was sooo cute in that look! nanti one day, im gonna took her pic on her 'cebik' look. hhahhhaa...terus ayah bawak kat mummy..herm..anak mummy ni memang la manja..ngan gemma n tok abah die (my parents) n my sisters je yg die nak..lain2 tu mmg payah la..since tu jela muka2 yg die selalu tgk..

pastu pagi tadi ayah buat2 ayat..'alaaa..raha tu nak kat u sbb tu je (ayah tunjuk kat B mummy), sumber tenaga die'..n i laugh like hell. hehhehee....ayah tu jeles raha..tgk bonding raha ngan mummy..hehehe..ayah, dont be jealous ok? i love u more than i love raha..herm..sure ke mummy? heehhee...alaaa..ok2..same je berat mummy sayang ayah ngan raha...hehehehe....

raha 1st solid food

for the past 2weeks, i'd been trying to make my raha 1st solid food. tried with banana puree, just lenyek2 and mix wit my BM, she rejected them...siap buat muka 'eeeiii...what is this..eeeeiiiiuuuu!!' hahha..then i tried with an apple puree..exactly the same face i get from her. huhuuhu...

saturday nite, my instict says that i should try with some plain rice porridge..semangat dok masak..pagi2 semlm blend the porridge so that it become softer..baca selawat, then to my surprise...wallaaaa!!! she ate like she never ate before!!! (of coz she never ate before, ape la mummy ni???) heehhee...mcm kebuloq pn ade gak. hahahha....what a shame...anak aku rupenyee org kampong!! hahaha..all this while i've been trying with fruit puree but she likes nasi more than ever..huhuu...

pagi tadi aku dh bangun, tp masak porridge tu xlma sgt..so end up msa blend xcantik cam semlm..ade butir2 skit...sampai ofc td ni terus cari website on how to make better porridge for baby..aku jumpe satu web ni..suruh blend dlu beras tu..so lam 10-15mins porridge pn dh masak..best! malam ni nk p bli brown rice pastu nak blend n nk kasi my raha makan..hope she'll love them!! ;)

this gonna be my next new hobby; trying and preparing raha's food!!! ;)

till fingers meet keyboard...

sakit hati..

aku mmg pantang kalau kawan tikam kawan sendri..bg aku, a fren is someone that we can trust n rely on. tp bila trust tu diperkotak-katikkan aku memang bengang. ngat aku senang2 nk kawan ngan org ke. aku mmg memilih kawan. org tgk aku senang nk senyum tapi org xtau xsume org leh masuk ngan aku. sbb aku mmg cari yg sekepala je.

n bila kawan tu sendri xamik penting pasal aku, anak aku, fmly aku, aku mmg terasa. coz aku willing nk share susah senang nk depa. tp bila jd mcmni, sume blah mcmtu je. mcmni ke kawan? aku ingat lagi, msa mengandungkan raha dlu, aku melawat abis kawan2 yg dh bersalin..(tapi sbb aku rajin sgt melawat org time mengandung dlu, aku notice raha mmg sgt ramah ngan org2 keliling die, even org tu die xkenal..kusut anak aku yg sorang ni) n kebetulan plak pas aku bersalinkan raha, kawan2 ni sume lom abis pantang. xpela..aku budget bila depa dh abis pantang nnt n bila2 dh blk KL, leh mai tgk aku n anak aku..tp sorang pn xmai...huuuuiii..darah mmg menyirapla kan...

tapi nasib pastu depa pandai amik hati aku balik..mai gak la tgk anak aku, even time tu die dh 3bln! :(

ngan sorang hamba Allah ni aku mmg xpaham nape at 1st place die buat aku mcmni..msa tu aku mengandungkan raha..die email bgtau she's going for interview, consultant co..pastu beria la mtk tlg aku. aku ni sbb pk kawan, mmg aku ikhlas tolong die..xpernah mengungkit aku tolong die..tp xlma pastu a fren of mine bgtau yg actually hamba Allah tu is moving to my co.i was like, huh???? all this while bila aku tnya die ckp, kat area KL, small co...sedihnye bila kawan sendri buat mcmtu..mentang2 la HR tu rapat ngan die since HR tu from her co dlu, bende nk mai interview co aku pn xbgtau. mmgla aku ni xeffect ape2 kat die..sape la aku..stakat junior exec je..tapi at least respect me as a fren!

pastu buat2 ayat HR tu xkasi bgtau la, etc..huhuu...rubbish!! at the end, ppl will know..ngat dak2 ofc aku ni ape..mulut sume leh tahan, bab2 korek ni mmg depa terror. last2 skang ppl dh tau yg she's actually close ngan HR tu..so bg aku, baik mna pn aku kat HR, kawan is kawan..alasan yg aku dgr dr kawan2 aku ialah, die nk tolong kawan2 kami yg lain since die ade connection yg baik ngan HR..means aku xtolong kawan la all this while?? bila aku email tnya ade sape nk join dolu2, sorang pn xinterested..maklumla msa tu co aku kecik lagi..la ni bila aku xtau yg actually ade vacancy kat co aku, aku plak yg depa salahkan..xkan la aku tiap2 hari nk g tnya kat HR tu ade vacancy x...hello??? ngat aku xde keje lain nk buat??

padahal die sendri yg beria ckp ngan aku n kawan (tru email), aku ingat lagi kata2 die lam email pd kami dlu2 'malas nk keje ngan org dh..nk bukak business sendri'..ni kata2 die bila die join satu MLN ni..pastu buat2 ayat riak ngan aku n hubby (msa tu bf aku) 'next year, we all plan nk pkai mercedez'...i was like??? helloo??? kalau bussiness ko tu bagus sgt, what the hell are u doing in my co now???? pastu aku xnampak plak merce ko tu, yg aku tgk myvi sama mcm hubby aku pkai...daaaaa...nasib la mak aku xkasi aku join MLN die bila die beria ajak join dlu...kalau x ape la nasib aku skang ni...

aku bkn nk kutuk, tp bila pk2 balik, aku n hubby yg kerje guna 4 kerat tulang ni, alhamdulillah boleh bli umah sendri, keta sendri..tapi die aku tgk masih menyewa lagi. bukan niat nak pandang rendah tapi bila kenang2 balik ayat riak die, aku panas hati...tu sebab masing2 pn confuse y on earth, she is still working until now?? aku ni kalau jahat, dh lama aku sound die, dlu beria xmo keje la, nk berhenti la, xlarat nk makan gaji la...

pleassse la..ngan ekonomi malaysia yg xtentu hala ni, mmg kita kena kerje ngan org. unless u tu mmg org kaya. then ur fmly bussiness will do. tapi utk org2 biasa mcm aku ni, kerja la selagi terdaya..

herm...penat bila pk2 kerenah kawan2 ni..ape2 pn, biar masa tentukan samada aku akan be-fren balik ngan hamba Allah tu atau pn tak...

my 1st very own post

salam..

this is my 1st and very own post..huhu...asik baca ppl's blog..memula cam malas...but..its all started when a close fren of mine kinda malas nak dengar ceritera i n sume2..i guess..huhu..agaknye dh bosan dengar i ulang2 cerita prob yg sama. so she's the one who come out with an idea asking me to create a blog!

herm...what actually happen today sampai i tergerak hati nk buat this blog?? very simple..i nk luah all my prob in here...coz i xsure ppl out there are realy sincere when they listen to u..well, i got confuse myself...until now! but of coz my dear hubby will always listen to me..though he sometimes said 'huh', 'okay','good'...the single word whilst i keep grumbling to him. hehe..yang, you are such adorable!! hehee..ooppss...this is not a romantica blog! hahhaa..but it could be..sometime! ;)

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